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1.
Taking dead man's curve At 85 just to see what happens Just to feel alive Close my eyes and let me go Falling asleep behind the wheel Lost my edge and I can't feel Floating down this empty road Doing my best to not let go 48 hours without these pills No longer senseless But I can't sit still Close my eyes and let me go If I could drift away If I could save myself If I could drift away I would, I would, I wouldn't hesitate
2.
Pizza Time 03:22
Why do I do this to myself? Wash down the antidepressants With two shots of Weller Then I feel guilty Then I feel anxious It's hard to admit but I hate who I've become Why do I stay up late just to Wake up late, waste my day Tell everyone I'm doing better
3.
Call me late at night I'll be there for you Don't wait for me If you're already in bed Because you matter Because I care Because you deserve everything Call me in the middle of the day I'll be there for you I'll for wait for you No matter what, I'll be there
4.
Desires 02:54
Longing for the night to fall On hands and knees, I crawl Slowly show your face again Parasites in place of friends Shattered my confidence Broke my body down Fear every consequence Longing to drown Are these dark thoughts real or Visions of a man who wants more Greed and selfish desires Greed and selfish liars
5.
Don't turn out the lights I can't sleep at night I'm so stressed out My thoughts are so loud Digging up the grave From the past I made Making room for my corpse Rather than find support I have the world At my finger tips But it's not enough x2 Let my body go You already know I'm not enough x2 75 milligrams In the palm of my hand Please double my dose So my mind can cope With the weight of the day Help me find the words to say I can't find the desire I'm broken and I'm tired
6.
Am I afraid Or am I just comfortable With devil that I know I've been here before Wanting change For all the wrong reasons Locked up behind a desk Failure feels like a test Losing faith in myself Someone please send some help Are you afraid Or have you given up No escape from routines I've been here before
7.
Another Year 01:56
Another year wasted trying To impress everyone Another album no one Gives a shit about My three friends will listen To this song out of pity Why do I even try
8.
I'm breaking down from the weight of conversions Yet to pass, as if I am admitting defeat Will these thoughts fade away with time? Will I ever feel alright, will I feel fine? Nail this casket shut bottle in hand I'll lay amongst the dirt as a dead man I'm giving up on happiness, I'm accepting death With open arms, breathe a sigh of relief

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Matt Silea's solo project comes back again with another slight pivot, this time into 80s electronic pop territory. Emo noodles and fun dreamy synths collide in this wistfully enjoyable album.

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released September 3, 2021

Matt Silea recorded mixed and mastered this

Additional drum programming on tracks 1, 2, and 3 by Chris Regotti
Additional synth on tracks 2, 3, and 8 by Chris Regotti
Additional lyrics and vocals on track 1 by Griffen Holt

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