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home is where my stuff is: the double ep

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i need someone to save me
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how can i help you today i don't know how i can help you today i'm glad that you trust me or whatever i've always wanted to be that friend but i still think you should try some therapy it's all just a means to an end bc as much as i'd like to make you feel needed and as much as this process makes me feel needed i feel like that purpose has been defeated cuz it turns out i'm terrified of responsibility i want so badly for you to feel like you've always been adored but it's hard when we would rather be happy and ignored i'm not prepared to take away all of your sadness and all the shame but you know i could say the same when you say "i just can't do this alone" i love you (i wish you'd never fucking said that to me)
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lazy dave 03:22
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i went for a walk, i was feeling old the sky shone bright but mostly it was cold i've got a new coat, it scratches my neck i think i spent my last dollar but i'm afraid to check i slept for ten hours and then two more my bedroom doesn't have a fucking door even the heat is blowing cold i took a walk when i was feeling old oh, going home oh, you're going home not sure what you're looking for but you'll know it when you see it i tried for a while but it's not much fun convincing yrself you dont need anyone since talk is cheap but thinking is free i tell myself to fuck off, respectfully things are exactly what they seem did that really happen or was it in a dream? "at least you'll know you made a mistake" how far does it go? how long does it take? how far's it go? how long do i have to wait? because going home is such a ride you wonder how you ever made it out alive nobody will ever love me as much as i do i set my own standard, and it's the same for you that might sound smart, as far as it goes but i've forgotten more things than i will ever know things are only strange when you compare them to the past but none of those things were ever meant to last
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jane 06:02
jane i never see you what are you doing tonight always wanna say something to you but it never comes out right i swear it's not on purpose everyone else is too loud you're never the one i pick out in a crowd oh, come over tonight janey how's your girlfriend the one who haunts my dreams and the other one who thinks she does but she's too sweet, she doesnt see i hope you three are happy you've got so many new responsibilities but if you ever get tired of those, there's always me i can talk about the boring shit like movies and tv hey jane i don't wanna forget your name but you'll go on without me all the same hey jane i don't wanna forget your name but you'll be fine without me all the same janey i respect you you've got so much on your plate but you never forgot where you came from i think that's great i wanna hang out with you i wanna talk about our favorite mysteries i wanna sit on your bed, just you and me you're my favorite human and we both know that that's not true but you like hearing me say it and i love saying it to you janey you're the sexiest person i know hope you dont take that the wrong way but we all agree and we'd hoped it could be like an empowering thing for you hey jane i'll never forget your name i hope you won't forget mine either cuz you see you're very special to me
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stop inserting yourself into other people's lives
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come back i doesn't mean it
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i've been screening all my calls so i can ignore all of my calls don't want to hear about your ways don't want to hear from you at all i would rather fall i'd like you so much more if i didn't have to see you every day you are the ancient one it's true i don't know how to talk to you i'd like to bring it up casually but i'm too weak to see it through i have opinions too i'd like you so much more if i didn't have to see you every day sent from heaven up above we fit like fingers in a glove but when push has come to shove you make me hate the things i love now i don't know what to say i don't think things will be ok we could stay friends if we separate but i have to see you every day now i hate everything you say i have to see you every day
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9 dollars to feel like yourself again
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everyone knows what it's like to be lonely everyone knows what it's like to be alone everyone knows what it's like to feel unworthy and to feel like a stranger in your own home so you hide yourself away and say you don't need anyone else but when you go back outside you start to feel more like yourself everyone knows what it's like to hate their body everyone knows what it's like to feel out of place in the world everyone knows what it's like to dissociate in the shower as you visualize your entire life coming unfurled so you cover yourself up and dodge your reflection in the mirror and you wonder if you'll ever be happy as you feel your expiration date draw nearer everyone knows what it's like to be confronted in an Auto Zone parking lot and everyone knows what it's like to let a stranger in your car everyone knows what it's like to be too trusting in every situation and only realize in hindsight that you've taken things too far and he tells you you look beautiful and that's when you start to feel some hesitation and you make him get out of your car but only once you've reached his destination these feelings are so commonplace i barely feel the need to speak them
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avoid my reflection afraid of my shadow moving i haven't eaten in so long hit the showtime with adrenaline i've been in the corner huddling psyching up and psyching out but i don't want them to know my name never unpacking i may not be here tomorrow boxes keep stacking no guarantee, no signs of life but i don't want them to know my name if you don't see me then what's the point but if they see me it's just signal to noise but i don't want them to know my name i just want you to say my name but i don't want them to know my name
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susie 01:49
susie, oh susie where did i go wrong i met you, and i loved you and then i wrote this song your perfect smile always cheers me when i'm down i get this funny feeling whenever you're around you're the coolest person in this whole damn town but susie, i know you don't think you're "good" it's hard to be so misunderstood but you've got me now and we can burn those fences down i'll show you how susie, susie i wanna be your girl i know i barely know you but we could give it a whirl am i attracted to the things that i can never have? or just lonely? god, i never thought it'd get so bad why does thinking of you make me feel so sad? i really think you're gonna help me out of a slump and stop me from dropping myself off at the dump yeah things are looking up if i can find a way to interrupt but the worst part about all this (she doesnt exist)

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In celebration of the project's 5th anniversary, the original cool signature release is now joined by a second, and released physically for the first time!

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released December 31, 2022

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