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by Sleep Soundtrack

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Don't wait, I'm already home Maybe not physically But mentally I'm gone Abandoned my soul and my ambitions The husk you see Before you is dead I've gone home I'm gone "Just one more drink" Well one leads to ten And I have no intention Of talking to anyone here Just let me be
The Proposal 03:05
I held your hand and led you through Downtown Berea with the weight of Our love resting in my pocket I was scared and so nervous But as we sat next to Coe lake I couldn't wait any longer Like the goddamn wreck I am I stumbled through asking you To marry me as if you would say no And without hesitation You smiled with tears in your eyes And said "yes, of course I will"
Meanwhile 03:14
Take a deep breath, dear Remember it's not all bad At least we have each other The house is on fire And every word feeds the flames We're too poor to walk away So once again we'll start anew Build our lives from the ruins Each time we grow wiser And each time I grow tired
Delta Cubes 03:41
You let your hair down as we flew atop The ocean, crystal clear, bright and blue And just like that your fears were gone But for me it's not about the journey It's about the destination I'll spend my time anxious and worried But I'm happy to see you happy I'll find peace in the sentiment It's about the destination and we're here
I see through the bottom of the glass No longer half full but gone Poison flows throughout my veins Brings out the demons buried away But calms my nervous and puts me to sleep We all long for rest But as you sleep, I lay awake Gone once again I'll take another Please don't pay attention
At Home 03:46
I'm afraid you have me mistaken for Someone who gives a shit I smashed my moral compass years ago When will your stay come to an end? Spit at my feet once again You know I love it when You walk all over me and my family When will your stay come to an end? I want to reclaim my freedom But is it worth it for one week? I should swallow my pride But I'm not strong enough
I've been sneaking out late at night Tucked away in my garage Chain smoking I have nothing to run from Other than myself, left alone With my anxiety, I'm dying for a break Won't you drink with me, won't you join me ?
Milestones 05:05
Apologies then pleasantries I see through your bullshit Your blood runs through my veins But that doesn't mean a thing Outside of our hairline, Our eye shape, and anger I can't say that I ever forgave you A lifetime of missteps I was willing to ignore them all For someone to look up to But you took advantage Of my youthful eyes And forgot most major milestones I'm not here for your convenience I'm here out of guilt As hard as I tried to cut you out I find myself standing at your front door again


Sleep Soundtrack is back with another beautiful set of songs. Expanding on the sound that Matt has molded for years, the album is a great addition to an ever-growing discography.


released September 4, 2020

Recorded between December 2019 and June 2020

All music and lyrics by Matt Silea
Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered by Matt Silea at Flavortown Studios





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